I am not exactly free though...cuz today is the last day of summer for me. I am so excited, but very nervous to start school. I feel like things haven't completely fallen into place, but they are getting there.
I have this bad habit where I look at everyone around me and wish my life was as perfect as theirs...I know no one has a perfect life, but they make it seem that way.
I think Facebook really has an effect on me. When I am on it a lot, I covet and wish my life was more like someone else's...when I don't even know what their life is like. I am always wanting more, more, more...I need to try harder to put off the natural man I guess.
Sometimes I really feel picked on like I can't handle all the things I am supposed to. Pretty soon I will have two babies, and I am not sure why I am trusted with that HARD blessing. Heavenly Father is all knowing and I just have to close my eyes and breath, knowing it will all be okay, we are living on prayers at our house!
Heavenly Father is always watching my back, I don't know why I second guess him, after all he is God, through him all things are possible. Some days I wonder how the bills will be paid and then we are blessed and able to make it through the month...we are pretty lucky. Things are always happening that give me such strong faith in HIM and His plan. I feel like our family is the saying...we may not have it all together, but together we have it all. My children truly bring joy into my home that I could get no other way. We are blessed as a family to have each other.
Heavenly Father is always watching my back, I don't know why I second guess him, after all he is God, through him all things are possible. Some days I wonder how the bills will be paid and then we are blessed and able to make it through the month...we are pretty lucky. Things are always happening that give me such strong faith in HIM and His plan. I feel like our family is the saying...we may not have it all together, but together we have it all. My children truly bring joy into my home that I could get no other way. We are blessed as a family to have each other.
I love that I am so blessed with the family I have. I don't know if they feel the same way, but our relationships are so unique and perfect in there own ways.
Last of all, Kade. He is wonderful and puts up with my mood swings and crazy days. I don't know how I got so lucky to have a man in my life that always treats me like a princess.
Although life is ruff and you never know what is around the corner, I know my family will always be there, we can be together forever!
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