unknown

I hate the feeling of not knowing. Nothing is ever certain. Its just a waiting game, endless waiting. Things work out sometimes, but then again I'm never content with sometimes. I wish the road map was a little easier to read? For once I want to know, not guess, no gut feelings, just know for CERTAIN. I feel like hiding till the storm is over. I understand we all have storms in our lives...but how much longer do I have to grasp on like this? There is always a light at the end of the tunnel, we just don't know when we will reach it. I feel like I deserve to know when that light will appear. I don't wanna seem down because I love life, I'm just not certain how much longer I can hang on like this. I just keep praying though, and having faith, that it will all work out.