Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

This post is going to be hard to write.

May 6, 2010
Brandon Coburn left this life to find his next mission.  I hurt for Brandon still, I wish he was still here to make me laugh.  He definitely was one of the comedians in our Kunz family.  Although Brandon wasn't my closest cousin, I always felt a bond with him.  Maybe because I was so close to his sister that I always saw him and he was always around. I have had a hard time knowing what to say on this post, but I love and miss you Brandon.  Your life was too short, you were gone too fast.  I wish you wouldn't have felt the way you did, and I know I wish I could have done something to help you out.  I will always feel like I could have done or said something that maybe would have kept you here with us....


Honestly, I have not experienced a lot of death in my family.  Death is not the end and I know I will see them again, but I can still miss them.

Brandon left us, taking his own life.  His death has hit me so hard and there are some days when my thoughts really dwell on him.  Even after all this time, I still think of Brandon and cry for him.  Maybe I think I could have done something different to help him, or maybe because at times I have had those same thoughts, or maybe because with suicide there isn't a lot of answers with our religion on what happens to those souls, either way his death hit me so hard.  I love you Brandon, hope you are fine and doing well.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

The first time Kade held Drake. You can see the pure joy in his face. It touches my heart every time and makes me smile.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

EWWW. There are other things I fear more than snakes. Like bad things happening to my family. But this was the easiest thing to find a picture of. Oh I also hate the dark, you just don't know what is out there trying to get you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

I love Chard. He is my favorite little brother. I miss the times where we would hang out just the two of us, going to dinner and a movie. Man I hate getting old and missing out.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

I love the church, and I am grateful for it and my testimony. Because of Christ and all he did for me, I will be able to be with my family forever. That is something that is worth SO much.

Day 25 - A picture of you last year.

My hair was LONG and DARK. :D

Yup, that was only a year ago. I had a little bitty baby boy growing in my tummy. About the size of a blueberry.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

I wish that my family could just feel comfortable with a job and an income. I feel like when we finally feel financially comfortable something big happens to ruin it. This dang economy and not being able to find a job really stinks sometimes.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

BiG surprise right? I like to read, and I don't really have a favorite book. This was one of the more addicting saga I have read tho. The last group of books I read was the Hunger Games Trilogy. But, I am always open to suggestions! Of course I am always reading and enjoying the BOM and the Bible.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Keeping things Organized/CLeAn. I wish i had this skill.. I work on it almost everyday. ALMOST!!!

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Kinda a catch 22, because I wouldn't want to forget all that I have learned from those mistakes! Trust me I have made my fair share of them :(

Day 20 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have.

I have been trying really hard to break this habit but I still have a hard time.

Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.

Daddy and Me at the ZOO.

Ean, Dad, Me

Sorry these pictures didn't scan very well. I had more baby pictures of myself but they got lost moving :( Hope to find them one day.

I know it said picture but I was having fun.

Okay we are not a spitting image of one another, but I am surprised how much my baby looks like his momma.

Fun! Blue eyed babes.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Yeah, after having a kid, I will never look the same. No matter how hard I try, I still have my baby fat. But in the end it was so worth having my little boy.

Day 17 - A picture of your favorite super hero.

He doesn't have ANY superpowers. He just rocks.

I LOVE BATMAN.

Day 16 - A picture of where you want to live out your days.

Both Kade and I would like to someday own some land in the country. I don't want to live really far out, I still want to be somewhere close to Wal-mart. But I wouldn't mind being able to let my kids run around and have some chores. Maybe raise our own beef, and farm a little hay. Living so close in town has changed my mind on where I want to live the rest of my life. I like living in town, but I think I would much rather live in the country.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Okay, so this is a little out there, but I would LOVE to go to a session in every temple in the world! HAHA I would have to have tonz of time on my hands and $$$$ but it is a fun want. I would really like to at least visit one in every state. I think it would be AMAZING! So now there are 134 operating temples, 10 under construction, and 16 announced. SO MANY

Aba Nigeria Temple
Accra Ghana Temple
Adelaide Australia Temple
Albuquerque New Mexico Temple
Anchorage Alaska Temple
Apia Samoa Temple
Asunción Paraguay Temple
Atlanta Georgia Temple

Baton Rouge Louisiana Temple
Bern Switzerland Temple
Billings Montana Temple
Birmingham Alabama Temple
Bismarck North Dakota Temple
Bogotá Colombia Temple
Boise Idaho Temple
Boston Massachusetts Temple
Bountiful Utah Temple
Brigham City Utah Temple†
Brisbane Australia Temple
Buenos Aires Argentina Temple

Calgary Alberta Temple†
Campinas Brazil Temple
Caracas Venezuela Temple
Cardston Alberta Temple
Cebu City Philippines Temple
Chicago Illinois Temple
Ciudad Juárez México Temple
Cochabamba Bolivia Temple
Colonia Juárez Chihuahua México Temple
Columbia River Washington Temple
Columbia South Carolina Temple
Columbus Ohio Temple
Concepción Chile Temple†
Copenhagen Denmark Temple
Córdoba Argentina Temple†
Curitiba Brazil Temple

Dallas Texas Temple
Denver Colorado Temple
Detroit Michigan Temple
Draper Utah Temple

Edmonton Alberta Temple

Fort Collins Colorado Temple†
Fort Lauderdale Florida Temple†
Fortaleza Brazil Temple†
Frankfurt Germany Temple
Freiberg Germany Temple
Fresno California Temple
Fukuoka Japan Temple

The Gila Valley Arizona Temple
Gilbert Arizona Temple†
Guadalajara México Temple
Guatemala City Guatemala Temple
Guayaquil Ecuador Temple

The Hague Netherlands Temple
Halifax Nova Scotia Temple
Hamilton New Zealand Temple
Hartford Connecticut Temple†
Helsinki Finland Temple
Hermosillo Sonora México Temple
Hong Kong China Temple
Houston Texas Temple

Idaho Falls Idaho Temple
Indianapolis Indiana Temple†

Johannesburg South Africa Temple
Jordan River Utah Temple

Kansas City Missouri Temple†
Kona Hawaii Temple
Kyiv Ukraine Temple

Laie Hawaii Temple
Las Vegas Nevada Temple
Lima Perú Temple
Lisbon Portugal Temple†
Logan Utah Temple
London England Temple
Los Angeles California Temple
Louisville Kentucky Temple
Lubbock Texas Temple Madrid Spain Temple
Manaus Brazil Temple†
Manhattan New York Temple
Manila Philippines Temple
Manti Utah Temple
Medford Oregon Temple
Melbourne Australia Temple
Memphis Tennessee Temple
Mérida México Temple
Meridian Idaho Temple†
Mesa Arizona Temple
México City México Temple
Monterrey México Temple
Montevideo Uruguay Temple
Monticello Utah Temple
Montréal Québec Temple
Mount Timpanogos Utah Temple

Nashville Tennessee Temple
Nauvoo Illinois Temple
Newport Beach California Temple
Nuku'alofa Tonga Temple

Oakland California Temple
Oaxaca México Temple
Ogden Utah Temple
Oklahoma City Oklahoma Temple
Oquirrh Mountain Utah Temple
Orlando Florida Temple

Palmyra New York Temple
Panamá City Panamá Temple
Papeete Tahiti Temple
Payson Utah Temple†
Perth Australia Temple
Philadelphia Pennsylvania Temple†
Phoenix Arizona Temple†
Portland Oregon Temple
Porto Alegre Brazil Temple
Preston England Temple
Provo Utah Temple

Quetzaltenango Guatemala Temple†

Raleigh North Carolina Temple
Recife Brazil Temple
Redlands California Temple
Regina Saskatchewan Temple
Reno Nevada Temple
Rexburg Idaho Temple
Rome Italy Temple†

Sacramento California Temple
St. George Utah Temple
St. Louis Missouri Temple
St. Paul Minnesota Temple
Salt Lake Temple
San Antonio Texas Temple
San Diego California Temple
San José Costa Rica Temple
San Salvador El Salvador Temple†
Santiago Chile Temple
Santo Domingo Dominican Republic Temple
São Paulo Brazil Temple
Sapporo Japan Temple†
Seattle Washington Temple
Seoul Korea Temple
Snowflake Arizona Temple
Spokane Washington Temple
Stockholm Sweden Temple
Suva Fiji Temple
Sydney Australia Temple

Taipei Taiwan Temple
Tampico México Temple
Tegucigalpa Honduras Temple†
Tijuana México Temple†
Tokyo Japan Temple
Toronto Ontario Temple
Trujillo Perú Temple†
Tuxtla Gutiérrez México Temple
Twin Falls Idaho Temple

Urdaneta Philippines Temple†

Vancouver British Columbia Temple
Veracruz México Temple
Vernal Utah Temple
Villahermosa México Temple

Washington D.C. Temple
Winnipeg Manitoba Temple†
Winter Quarters Nebraska Temple
† Temple announced or under construction.

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

My great big family. I love them and am grateful for their awesomeness everyday. I would love to have a picture from both sides with all the family members, but that may never happen. But those of you who are family that are not in the picture, know that you are there in thought. I have a pretty amazing family, even my in-laws are bomb. :D love you all.

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Here she is the beautiful and talented Carrie Underwood. I love country music and I love her voice. I am so jealous!!!

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

Well I think everyone is sick of me telling them how much I love my family. So here is something else I love!!! SLEEP :D I probably could do it always, 24/7, but I don't, I endure the awake hours.

Day 11 - A picture of someone you see yourself marrying one day.

How about the person I DID marry. :D