Friends Come and Go, but You are Like my Sister, Forever in my Heart!

For some strange reason i just wanna write blogs lately i dunno what has gotten into me.  I have found out some information that my dear friend is leaving me again, back to Cali. It’s hard for me to sit back and watch her do what she wants, but at the same time it is her life and she must make her own decisions.  I have just been sad a lot lately, everything is changing again.  Once i get over one hill there is a bigger mountain waiting for me to climb.

I just wish things would stay as they are with my friends.  I feel like when Suzi leaves things will fall apart again.  I don't have a lot of friends and I wish I could keep all the ones I have right next to me. I wish she could find the happiness I have found.  Good luck to you babe, be smart, live the gospel, and you will find your way home.  On another note I still can't get over breaking up with Troy, I think he will hate me forever.  I wish I could make everyone happy.  Long distance relationships are not easy to control, and I just couldn't keep dating him, knowing that it wasn't going to work out. I mostly feel bad because I stopped dating him and got serious with Kade really fast afterword, but when you know you know.  I love you Mr. Kade, thanks for taking me as I am.   i love when I'm at work and the phones are down and i get to sit and do nothing and get paid!!!! LOVE MY JOB, when i don't have to work :D